I got accepted, but….

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My last blog talked about how I was going for an interview for a tourism course and thankfully I got accepted. I just paid the fee to secure my place, so I’m now a student once again! I’m happy in one sense but I’m also a bit nervous about it all.

You see this course is usually for younger students that are just out of school; they don’t know what they want to do yet so they do a course like this in order for them to see what they would be interested in, or maybe they didn’t get the points needed for their chosen course in University, so they do a course in the college I will attend in order to get the points necessary for the next year they apply. They usually wouldn’t even have done a University degree yet, unlike me!

And also unlike me, they wouldn’t be 29 doing a course. More like 18!

So I’m 100% sure that I will be the oldest in the whole class! I’m trying not to let this bother me; my sister also done beauty/massage course with this college and she was 30 doing it. She done two courses. The first one was makeup and beauty (because she was 100% certain she wanted to work in beauty). She told me she was the oldest in the class and that her classmates ‘were very immature’ and she put it!

She ended up not liking the beauty aspect of the course after all, so then she spent another year learning massage, reiki, reflexology, and she loved this! She had to do 2 weeks work experience which she found in a hotel, and I mean she literally just finished the course when the hotel rang her up and asked her to go in for an interview! They rang her!! She successfully got the job and now she is loving it and really enjoys working in a Spa. For my sister, doing the course in the college was definitely the right thing for her, so I’m hoping that something like that will happen to me.

I’m just afraid in case I put in the year doing the course and then I’m stuck once more not being able to get a job. I will be 30 when I finish, and yeah, if I was 23/24 even 25 and I decided to do a course that would be ok, but now I feel I kind of should have my life figured out by now!

Plus I’m going to be spending a year learning with 17/18 year olds. (I taught that age in China!)

But I know I also need to do the course even just for my mind. I’m going crazy here doing nothing. At least in Mexico I was busy studying Spanish, but in Ireland It’s more difficult to study it because I don’t actually need it, so doing the course is half about just keeping me busy and occupied!

So I suppose now this blog will now be about my course and what that entails for the next year!

So stay tuned if you want to see what happens with my no idea what I’m doing, sure I may as well do a course and see what happens life!

Aisling

 

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I Have My Course Interview Tomorrow

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So tomorrow I have an interview for a course that I’ve been wanting to do for a while. It’s a 1 year tourism course where you learn about tourism, cabin crew, health and safety, work experience, reception skills and about the Amadeus system. Tour agents use this system to book flights and things for customers.

I’ve been thinking about doing it since I was in Mexico and I think at the moment it’s the best option for me. I was looking at other things such as digital marketing because at the moment there is a high demand for this type of job, and I really did try and get interested in doing a course like that, but I just couldn’t get excited about it. I know in the tourism sector you don’t make a lot of money, but I’m pretty sure I would enjoy working in that area!

Apparently it’s quite an informal interview so I shouldn’t be too nervous about it. I’m more nervous at the fact that apparently the courses are in high demand, so I’m more worried in case I don’t get it. I get all excited about the prospect of doing the course, and then I get the disappointing news that I didn’t get accepted. If I don’t get accepted I will have to think of my next plan, because I’m going crazy not doing anything here! At least with the course it would keep me busy and I would also gain important skills.

So we’ll see what happens tomorrow and if they will accept me onto the course. And if not, I’ll have to start thinking of plan B!

Aisling

Our Little Abode

So I’ve been saying on one of my blogs that I would post a few photos of the mobile home that we are living in right now, so here they are! Now this isn’t a modern mobile at all! I would say it’s from the 1980’s or 1990’s, so it’s a very flowery home! But we really like it and it’s fine for us. (Minus the spiders of course) You can check out that post here: Losing The War (With Spiders)

So the photo below is the main seating area. We brought my old TV from my bedroom in the main house so we are using that to watch Netflix and all that. The size is just about ok to watch from. If it was any smaller I think we would have to buy a bigger one. But it’s ok for the moment and if we decide to stay longer then we’ll invest in a bigger one.

We put the blue covers on the sofas because they are quite discoloured because of the sun. The thing on the right is the heating. This was my Nannys so it’s also very old! It doesn’t give out a lot of heat and we haven’t used it hardly at all because we don’t want to waste the gas.  My Dad brought us the coffee table that he had in a shed.

 

The next picture is the entrance, you see my sister and her boyfriend bought this mobile about 7 years ago when they had their first child, so my Dad built a little wooden patio and that so you can sit outside.

This is our view from the main window.

Below is our seating area. It can sit about 4 people around it. These are photos from when we just moved in, so now my husbands laptop and drawing tablet has taken over half of it!

Here is the cooking area. It’s a great size and there are enough cupboards to put our things in. In the hall on the left is a bathroom, on the right there is another door that leads outside. We locked it because there is about a 2 foot drop as my Dad didn’t put steps there. Down a bit on the right is another smaller toilet and across from that my nephews rooms is there. Straight down is our bedroom.

We have a good sized bathroom. Something fell on the sink so Dad had to cover up the hole, and also we don’t use the shower as the pipes broke when it was very cold weather one winter. Do you see the grate at the top? With the influx of spiders entering, I covered all of these up, so at least I know they aren’t getting in from those!

We actually found out there is a huge hole under the oven though! There is a piece of wood covering it but when my sister said ‘There is a hole under the oven for the gas’ we opened it and low and behold! So yeah, my concerns are right from my previous blog; there are definitely holes in the mobile where I can’t see. A perfect opportunity for those spiders to come in!

This here is the bedroom. There is a little vanity area behind the door on the left with a mirror, and there is a wardrobe beside it. Beside this room, on the right was another small bedroom that could fit one bed, but my sister decided to take the wall away and make this bigger.

This is the other smaller bathroom. We actually don’t use this one at all.

This is the other bedroom with the single bed. We keep our clothes and our shoes here. The main bedroom would have been very small and cramped if they didn’t take the wall away, so now I feel it’s much better! And we have two doors that enter into the bedroom, how lucky are we!

The final picture is the other bedroom between the main bedroom and the big bathroom. My nephew used to sleep here. Now it’s full of rubbish that my Dad put in so we don’t use it. I don’t go in either because I’m sure there are spiders hiding in it! I couldn’t cover the grate in this room so I’m just praying they aren’t entering from there!

So there you go! I’m sure some people are thinking “Oh god I’d hate to live there”, but for myself and my husband it’s fine. Now there are problems with it, and the walls are paper thin so you can hear everything outside, plus the winters will be tough because there’s no insulation, but for the time being it’s ok.

We are lucky enough that my parents have a big garden and that was why we were able to put the mobile here. You see my parents house was built in 1910/1911 by the council. At that time houses were able to have big gardens because there wasn’t a lack of space. Now the newer houses usually only have small ones, but with older houses, their gardens are bigger. I think it was also so that the families could plant their own food. The house was my Dad’s parents, so they used to grow loads of vegetables to sell.

At night time I especially love it! It’s very cosy and if there is a chill we use hot water bottles to heat ourselves up. Plus we have an electric blanket for the bed. We even have wifi throughout the whole mobile! When my sister was here they could only get the wifi in a sitting room!

When my sister had their second child it became too small for them, so that is why they moved, but she tells me she misses living here, she said it was ‘cosy’. And it is.

Even with our eight legged friends as our guests.

Aisling

Losing The War (With Spiders)

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We’ve been living in the mobile home now for a few weeks… and I’ve realised one downside of living in it. Spiders!

Before we moved into it it was empty for about 2 years,  so we had to give it a good cleaning and airing out. We did find a few spiders about when we were cleaning it, so it was lovely and clean when we were finished!

So ever since we would find a spider on the wall, on the ceiling, in the shower…. and I wasn’t actually too chuffed about this at all.

You see I hate spiders. My husband doesn’t like rats or cockroaches, (the time in China when he felt something moving on his leg and he found it was a huge cockroach cemented this hatred) but for me it’s spiders.

And also, there are small holes in the mobile so they are perfect little entrances for them! Holes from connecting the wire for the internet, where the toilet doesn’t quite fit and there is a small gap between the toilet and the floor, things like that.  There are vents on the floors and the walls so the air can ventilate throughout the mobile, so this means very easy access for those pesky spiders!

Anyway, we kind of made it worse with our spider invasion! It was a sunny warm day and we decided to wash the outside of the mobile. There was loads of green stuff all over it so we had to hose it and scrub the stuff off. We made sure the cobwebs were gone from outside and there were no spiders to be seen! Great! The mobile looked lovely now!

“Oh I see a spider outside the window” I said, as I walked outside with the spider spray. I started spraying the spider. “Oh there’s another one!” I spray that one then.

ANOTHER ONE!

ANOTHER ONE!

About 10 spiders started weaving down on their cobwebs from the top of the window. I was shocked. ‘All those spiders were hiding behind the gutter on the roof!’ I thought!

So that got me all flustered. I went around the whole mobile spraying the windows and the wee crevices. The spiders were hiding at the top of the windows where there was a little dip they could stay. So of course the water couldn’t reach them.

After, I went around the whole mobile to make sure they were gone, then I felt a bit better.

Until.

We moved their hiding place. So of course where do you think they would travel to next?

Inside the mobile.

The next few days we were seeing spider after spider. From the sitting room to the bathroom. In every area.  I had to inspect the areas every night, armed with my spray while my husband relaxed on the computer. (He’s not as concerned with spiders as I am)

To help me worry less, I got tape and covered all the little holes I saw around the place. Because the mobile is quite old, the windows don’t close 100%, so they will also be able to get through from there. But I covered all the holes (that I could see anway).

And do you know what? They are still getting in.

Honestly, it’s a losing battle. Every night I do my rounds, I go outside and spray spider repellant (it smells strongly like peppermint so I think it’s really just water and peppermint, but I sprayed it at a few spiders and they didn’t like it at all, so it does work), then I go inside and spray the repellant around the doors and the windows.

But, they keep on coming. There must be a hole somewhere that I can’t see and that’s where they are coming from. Or maybe it’s the windows. I spray repellant around them every night though so I don’t know.

But anyway, it’s a losing battle for the moment!

And what’s worse, I’ve hallucinations at night about spiders, so they are actually coming true now!

Aisling

Not Much To Say

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I’ve tried hard to keep writing things for this blog, but to be honest I’ve been living a pretty boring life at the moment, and I’ve nothing really to talk about!

Weeks have turned into 2 months of not finding a job for neither of us here in Ireland, so we haven’t been doing anything in order to try and save money. We splurged a few days ago and bought an Air Fryer for €40 so that we could air fry some things in the mobile home without having to go to my parents house. It’s actually great and I would recommend you buy one. You don’t need to add oil so everything you cook is much healthier than using a pan or whatever else. We usually air fry sausages and that in it.

I try and think of the positives of not having a job, and being with the family is a big one. But now I’m just kind of getting fed up now. Not earning any money at all is hitting us too, so we are just trying to be careful with our spending.

I was a bit upset a few days ago because I’ve been applying to jobs and getting rejections and it brings me back to why I left Ireland over 5 years ago in the first place. I couldn’t get a job. So now, being back and yet again not being able to get a job just upsets me. I didn’t expect it would be this difficult and I honestly had high hopes of securing something by now. I feel as if I’m back to when I was finished college 6 years ago and was applying for this and that and not getting anywhere.

Then what annoys me is that I know with 100% certainty I would get a job in China in an instant. I really really miss China, and somedays when I’m frustrated I just feel like packing up and moving back, but now I just want to be close to my family and that’s that. I’d never say China is out of the picture; it will always still be on the cards, but I think it would be like a last resort for us. But I have to say I really do miss it!

It’s hard though. Sometimes I feel it was a mistake to leave China. A lot of things didn’t go to plan and over a year later we still don’t know what we are at. Every path we choose has hurdles so we need to carefully plan what our next steps are, if it would benefit us and what are the obstacles if we do this or that.

But I hope the month of August will bring some good news for us!

Aisling.